Name:nicole Country:United States State:Delaware Metro:Dover Birthday:11/4/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:i<3jesus.
i<3boys.
i really<3 out of state boys..
i<3pictures.
i<3summercamp.
i<3RVR.
i<3being part of the XxFxR corexX.
i<3SARANAC.
i<3fanclubs.
i<3dressing up.
i<3getting mail.
i<3Young Life.
i<3my piano.
i<3 singing.
i<3 being born in the 80's.
i<3growing up in the 90's.
i<3being a thespian at CR.
i<3laughing until i cry.
i<3babysitting.
i<3reading.
i<3making collages.
i<3all music.
i<3the groupie.
i<3meaningful lyrics.
i<3tasty lipgloss
i<3boys in too small pants<3
i<3american eagle.
i<3my converse.
i<3my best friend.
i<3watching movies with my best friend.
i<3going to scary movies and then hiding under my jacket with my best friend.
i<3the traditions with my best friend
i<3 my best friend. Expertise:I'm an expert laugher. I'm an expert make-you-feel-better-person. I'm an expert at falling for the wrong boys. I'm an expert snuggler. I'm an expert crier. I'm an expert at loving him.I'm an expert at making mad faces(:-z)..that's a mad face haha! Occupation:Student Industry:Nonprofit
"I'll be seeing you, in all the old familiar places, that this heart of mine embraces all day through, in that small cafe, the park across the way, the childrens carousel, the chestnut trees, the wishing well, I'll be seeing you in every lovely summers day, in everything that light and gay, i'll always think of you that way. I'll find you in the morning sun and when the night is new, i'll be looking at the moon but i'll be seeing you." i will never forget you.
things just haven't been good lately, at all. I'm failing science,the play is a mess, a complete diaster, and of course boys. bah. yesterday was one of the best days i've had in a while. after stupid play practice devin and i went to the ball park,( i remember like 6th grade, i lived there that summer, it was the cool place to be.)and met up with a bunch of people and ended up going to younglife with olivia and dustin too. the we walked around mapledale talking about hoodrats and crack addicts. it was fun. the weather does make me happy though. and you make me sad.
im tired of living in the past. that can't make things better. my entire world just crashed. i put my entire heart into it, and now it's dead. tomorrow is 10 months. i don't regret them. he thinks I'm amazing, isn't that great, he thinks I'm beautiful, he likes me for who i am. there is nothing wrong with him. if god meant for he and i to be together he would have put us together. i feel really empty for some reason.
so, im sure most of you have heard about the whold nostradamus prediction that we're all going to die tomorrow, i don't know if you believe it or not, but it's really freaking me out, and i want you guys to know, that my friends are my family, you all are my family and i love you, you know if this message is for you. i love you.
let me just edit this is. why can't i win? why why why why why why why why why why? answer me that.
i used to be obsessed with having a boyfriend in 6 & 7 grade, then in 8th grade i didnt like the boys at my school really, in 9th grade i liked boys who were like..out of my reach, and this year has just been a mess. for the first time i years i want a boyfriend, really bad. but not some jerkface who just wants to have sex with me because if that's all i wanted then i'd never be single. but i want someone who is like a best friend, but i get to kiss him, someone i can actually talk to, not just make out with. i feel stupid writing this. i guess the whole point of this entry was to say that i really want a boy who likes me for me.
look at my stupidness.
& it'd be nice to know that you cared. that your breaking my heart. &it hurts so much more. because you don't even know.
you must be a doctor a kind that fixes hearts write me a prescription for the best medicine I'm really done my hearts been broken with Delaware for so long. no one can it feels likeit's time fix it but you. you must be for a change, I'm just a doctor the kind that sick of all of this fixes hearts. you have a PhD i couldn't care less in messing with my mind anymore. and a masters degree in winning me over. you must be a doctor. i miss you, so much
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